Thursday, February 28, 2008
i can't believe it
and will never believe it...
why am i always one step slower than others
why am i always so close yet so near
it's neither happiness nor sadness
i don't understand what i am feeling now
why do i only tell him now?
he liked me all along...
and yet i've never noticed...
was i blinded?
and when i finally tell him my feelings
it's all too late...
i'm now tangled up in this messy complicated issue
it's all too late...
why did he choose to GIVE UP then
only when i started facing my feelings...
only when i started expressing my feelings...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:20 am
Saturday, September 29, 2007
is it because
i am too tired to wait
or like what you say
you prefer doing simple stuff
but i am a girl
i like someone
who is always constantly fussing over me
yes, you are sweet
but still, am not the one
what am i waiting for?
really?
regrets? or just trying to get something i couldn't get
perhaps i am just bluffing myself...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:44 am
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i thought i would put a closure to this blog
but i found out that i couldn't
because there were more to write
because there were more emotions
with him today
i felt so comfortable
even though i was very much in pain
but he was still there with me
when we walking back
i was looking at his back
i realised how much i missed the days
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:27 pm
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Why Are We Still Friends
98 degrees
We do almost everything
That lovers do
And that why's it's hard
Just to be friends with you
And everytime your heart is broken
By the fool I want you to know
That it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing you should be with me, tell me
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than what we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up being just friends
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love
Cause it could mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow someway
I've got to choose
Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose
I don't want to be like your brother
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
When will this end?
If I told you that I want to be in your life?
If you could be the woman in mine
-------------------------------------------------------
If only you felt this way
You wouldn't have done those things to me
It is just because you are plain selfish...
But I will continue this blog
Till the day comes
The last bit I can do to fulfill this promise
A promise between us
That leads us to a future we don't know
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:29 am
Saturday, July 14, 2007
you know, i am not a mind reader.
why do you always have to do this to me.
each time i thought i have made up my mind
here you are doing some things.
really... what is that, you really want?
was it my big mistake to keep you so close?
don't play me like this.
he is your friend
the other is your "brother"
you know my feelings very well
and you are the one who understands me very well
the things you say and the things you do really doesn't tally
only with you, i can't be comfortable with him
those words... were they even meant for me?
i doubt so... really
waiting for our scheduled reunion?
must not have been for me...
i don't understand.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:51 am
Saturday, June 02, 2007
seriously... i don't understand why
what is purpose of doing so much
i simply can't see what he is thinking
and it is hurting so much
so so much
why is he doing this to me?
what can he achieve from me?
i am just a stupid fool
or am i thinking just too much
but all i can feel and i can see
that he is just using me all this while
i simply love him so much
but i know is to wait for him
why does he say all those things
and yet again, he is liking another girl already
WHAT AM I TO HIM???
i really want to know
am i just someone who is extra
if i am, do tell me so
as early as possible
so that i know
i don't have to waste another 3 more years
3 years... i can do alot. really
i don't need you to keep your promise
if you aren't ain't interested.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:28 pm
Monday, May 21, 2007
was it just pretendence of ignorance
you did just that again
or you really had no idea about it?
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的
专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个
专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的
专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个
专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的
专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个
专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
really... you're my guardian angel
you never realised
or did you know it all along
seriously i don't know what you are thinking
am i the only one who is thinking too much
but i just feel that you are feeling likewise
really...
3 years
will you break the promise?
please don't.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:55 pm
