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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Him...


Everyday, each school dismissal
Is my chance to meet you
Waiting by the gate patiently
For a glimspe of you

My waiting has paid off
When you appeared today
Heart racing
Mouth couldn't stop smiling

Yet I didn't dare to face you
Afraid you saw my shyness
You breezed past me
I was rather disappointed

I was about to...

When you turned

And looked at me

My heart was alive again

You remembered me!

You recognised me!




the world will turn WILD.
5:39 pm


Tuesday, September 21, 2004

When You...
By Cyndi Wang translated by me

If there was a day, I went back to the past
Back to the very me, will you ever notice me
If there was a day, I were to leave
I'm not able to meet you again, will you ever say goodbye

When you smile and your eyes looked almost close
When you fight to drink your cola
I wanted to care for you
Do you ever know that
Thinking of you always
May be a good thing

When you talked about your problems today
When you said you couldn't sleep last night
I wanted to tell you that
But i fear i said the wrong thing
I really like you alot
Do you realised that

If there was a day, my dreams were to come true
Memories had stayed intact in my mind
Will you ever remember these days
If there was a day, we realised that
Everything is possible, be it time will stop or not

Maybe absence made me think more
Maybe I should return to where I belong
In dream we will meet, implusively, loud and clear
I've said what I wanted to
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Do you know how glad i was when you added me into your contact? Did you know eager i was to know you in person? Thax you very much for making my dream come true. Now i just hope that one day, you will get to know me more, so do i. Sometimes i regretted not noticing you earlier. If i did, maybe i wouldn't have silly thoughts. However, this is our destiny, to be able to meet in such a sweet way. I just hope that you will remember how we met.






the world will turn WILD.
10:46 pm


Friday, September 17, 2004

Finally
By Stefanie Sun translated by me

I was always careful, waiting hard for you
Trying to live in your world, but you will never find out
On lonely nights, i yearn to recall
Whatever that you might have forgotten
I'm listening, and i like it yet, i'm afraid
The names you had were beautiful
I believe there will be a day
You will say you were fortunate that i was always there for you
But you aren't noticing me...

Finally, i've waited
For your love,
Finally, you've noticed me
Finally, you've saw my love

Oh... Loving you so hard

Maybe i was just another passing memory

Don't foget to wrie a letter when you need help

You know i will always be the one receiving your letter

Just to tell you, don't be disappointed

Time will always allow you to steal my love away

The world is always fair...

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I know you still don't me yet. But one day you will know my existence. I will make myself known to you.... You need two months, so do I. We need to study. Two months, i can wait. Will you ever?





the world will turn WILD.
11:42 pm


Thursday, September 16, 2004

Say I Love You
By Jolin Tsai translated by me

My life has been lighted up
I thought it was a dream
Until i realised the warmth from you
At this moment, have i dared to say i love you

I've only been busy taking glimpse of you
I pretended to be cool yet my heart was with you
I hid behind the pillar and admire you silently
Truly statisfied, truly touched
From strangers to friends, i've never expected that
I didn't dare to hope for any true love

To prove to myself, i was the one you are thinking of really
I daydream of what i wish
Like a trap, but i choose to believe the illusions
If you are willing, please fill my life with surprises

Topics related to love, i've never thought of the ending
Only from that day onwards, did i think what love is
Only you can confirm all my dilemia
Only a turn, i've found my Mr Right

My life has been lighted up
I thought it was a dream
Until i realised the warmth from you
At this moment, have i dared to say i love you
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The past is the past. One great guy has gone yet another came again. I have never notice you until on that faithful day. On that faithful day, we've met on the bus... I don't know you well, only your name, neither do you. I wasn't talking to you yet you were the only one who laughed at my silliness. Only then, i start noticing you...






the world will turn WILD.
11:55 pm


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Waiting
By Stella Ng translated by me

Don't say you are just sharing your love
That's why you are loving us at a same time
Your heart is just like pollens from the flower
Giving it to almost every somebody

It's all about honey
Patiently, I wait, wait and wait
But I can't assure you, when i will leave
I don't think it's funny
I don't want to wait, wait and wait
My patience is running dry soon

Don't say its your instinct not knowing how to reject
In fact, there's only me in your heart
Although you are gentle and sincere
You still have to hold yourself responsible

It's all about honey
Patiently, i wait, wait and wait
But i can't assure you, when i will leave
I don't think it's funny
I don't want to wait, wait and wait
How i wish i was as innocent
Waiting for you blindly each time...
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Have you ever realised, i have been waiting for you? Minutes, hours, days, months, years has passed, and i am still waiting. Waiting for your heart to be sure. Waiting for your heart to have me only. Time is running out, i am getting tired of waiting. If you ask me if i still love you, i am not sure anymore. I have been waiting blindly these years...



the world will turn WILD.
6:48 pm


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Courage
By Fish Leong translated by me

Finally i've made a decision
I do not care what people will say
Just as long as you are sure too
I'm willing to go through all odds with you
I know this is not easy
My heart just keep comforting myself
What i fear most is that you want to give up

Love really needs courage
To face all harsh and sweet words
Just an assurance from you
My love will be meaningful
All we need is courage
To believe we will be together
Even i'm in a crowd, i still can feel you love
In my palms is your sincerity

If my strong will and rebel
Has hurt you somehow
Will you remind me gently
Though i'm impatient, i fear most is losing you
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Love needs courage... Loving someone is having great courage. It doesn't have to be known just as long as you dare to love, you have great courage. One day, i know my love and courage will be felt by him... As long as you are happy, i will be happy to.



the world will turn WILD.
8:47 pm


Saturday, September 11, 2004

What Can I Do
By Corrs

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

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Just like the song... What can I do just to make you love me? What can i do just to make you notice me? Do you realised it's been ages ever since we last talked? I know what you have been up to recently... I know I am not the one you loved but i've never expected much from you. Thank you for giving me so many moments that we shared together. I will never forget them. I just hope that one day, you will learn to love me...




the world will turn WILD.
3:50 pm


Friday, September 10, 2004

Have you ever realised that....

Your Charm is my Beauty

Your Inspiration are my Emotions

Your Encouragement is my Strength

Your Smile is my Joy

Your Sadness is my Sorrow

Your Hug is my Warmth

Your Care is my Concern

Your Sincerity is my Assurance

Your Love is my Determination

To the Beloved

that's why,

You are the reason for me to be here...

Have you ever realised you are such an impact in my Life?



the world will turn WILD.
11:10 pm


My Girl
By Temptations

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day.
When it's cold outside I've got the month of May.
I guess you'd say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl (my girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

I've got so much honey the bees envy me.
I've got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees.
I guess you'd say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl (my girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

Hey hey hey Hey hey hey Ooooh.

I don't need no money, fortune, or fame.
I've got all the riches baby one man can claim.
I guess you'd say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl (my girl, my girl)

Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).
I've got sunshine on a cloudy day with my girl.
I've even got the month of May with my girl (fade)
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Just to tell you i will wait, wait to be your girl someday...



the world will turn WILD.
10:35 pm


Thursday, September 09, 2004

How did I Fall in Love with you
By Backstreet Boys

Remember when, we never needed each other

The best of friends like sister and brother
We understood we'd never be alone

Those days are gone, now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight

Chorus
What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

Chorus

Ooh I wanna say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don't wanna live this life
I don't wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life

Chorus

What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall in love with you?
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Don't you find this song very meaningful? Sometimes i wonder too, you were my best of friends... How did i fall in love with you? Even if i do, will you?



the world will turn WILD.
6:46 pm


Wednesday, September 08, 2004

You smsed me in the wee morning. You said : "you've built a tall wall inside just you and me. But just beacuse of a small crack, you removed a whole brick. The wall will never be as strong as before and may collaspe anytime. Is there a way to mend the hole before it just collaspe? Well, if either side didn't do anything about it, i'm sure the end is near... " Your second sms came in the noon. You said: "hey girl.. still angry arhz? wat you want me to do?" Then came your third sms in the evening. You said : "well now is not me not playing my part! i apologise you don't want. I give in you also didn't do anything. I have done all i could do..."

So, what are you trying to imply now? I'm unreasonable arhz? hey! get it straight here! i am not the one who started the quarrel first. it was you being so dense. if you didn't take what i said for serious i wouldn't have answered back. i admit i felt insulted when you called me a boy and you have apologise. i have also accepted it. but just can't i add only a few more words to it? get it clear now! it was YOU the one who was dense. Stop acting smart and admit you are dense ok? Dense a**



the world will turn WILD.
7:20 pm


Perfect Match --- by JJ Lin translated by me

Drinking soy milk
Is like an innocent romance
Looking at your innocent face
And your innocence

I look at you smiling sillyly
Hoping to cover your sorrows
You said I looked like doughsticks
So simple yet so nice

I know that
You and me
Is like soy milk and doughsticks
It should be tasted together
To have a perfect match
You need my smile
I need you hug
This way, love won't be bored...

I know that
Sometimes
There are fights and quarrels
But after that
I know you are still the best
Soy milk can't leave doughstick
Let me love you till you are old
This way, love is so fortunate

I know that
All know that
You know that
You also know that
Good a not
Don't just smile
Smile
Just let me know (Just)

I have finished my soy milk
And am still yearning for more
You have finished your doughsticks
And love still continues...
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Are you always sure? i can only say that i am certainly not sure now. i don't think you will be able to be my doughstick anymore if you are still such a disappointment...




the world will turn WILD.
12:04 am


Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Do you know what i hate most? i hate people calling me a boy just because my behaviour is similar to a tomboy, just because i like to adopt short hair. i do admit sometimes i'm a bit tomboy but after all, i am still 100% a girl!!! you think being called a boy is a fun thing? a small boy somemore? hey! i'm not small ok? i'm 16! i can watch NC-16 movies, i am a young adult, i can have sex without being punished by the law, i can give birth! i am a girl! a girl! and certainly not small!

*sob* *sob* you think i am unreasonable? incorrigible? but do you know how much you have hurt me by calling me a boy? that is what i detest people to say about me! small boy wearing skirt... i will remember that! not always a sorry can mend all things. do you know it is very insulting? and of all people, it comes out from you! from your mouth or sms... i'm not afraid to tell you now! you are not the one holding the largest capicity in my heart. but i have already given you such a chance. you always said i've never put in any effort. who said i did not? do you know how much time i have wasted? how much sms i have wasted? i'm telling you this! you are such a disappointment... maybe i should have followed my gut feeling. maybe, 10 years later we shouldn't meet again. maybe, we should just put an end to our friendship now...



the world will turn WILD.
11:22 pm


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